mood for the day ~sigh~

I feel empty. Blank. Feels like there's something missing inside of me. I dunno. Its just that I found my day boring. I find myself in bad mood. Like, I'm not in the mood to smile, or talk, or have fun. I even get to annoy my boyfriend and argue again with him because of my "tamang hinala". Urgh! Dunno what's happening but I'm not really on the mood. Maybe its because I got tired from work or because of the heat? I dunno. Tsk. I hate this feeling. Its really an headache for me. But the day is still long for me. I'm still hoping that before I go to sleep my day will be better because tomorrow is my birthday. Yes! It'll be my birthday but I decided not to prepare foods to celebrate it. I'll keep the little amount that I have. I wanted to visit my Grandmother at the province. It's a better birthday gift for me I think.

Think.
Think.
Think.

I still feel empty.

Blank.