the past days..

It's been days since last my last blog. Within those days lots of things happened. Lots of emotions came out without anyone get to know it.

* A day before yesterday 
I had the most boring part of my life. Being stucked in that dungeon for safety reasons. That day I didn't went out to field. Jay and I exchanged positions for my crew will be doing over time and I have an appointment with our dermatologist at the main office by 2pm. Therefore, I have to spend my whole day at the place that I never imagined to be my playground. We had a meeting early in the morning and afterwards I went to do my work. I finished everything by 9am. And there started my killing boredom. My cure. My talking mind together with a ballpen and a piece of paper and a singing cellphone. That's my best cure. While singing, everything on my mind was written on the paper. Everything. At the end of the day I planned to put it in here but boredom just killed me to death and made me feel so tired. [the paper is safe and I still wanted to put it in here. =)]


* Yesterday
We spent overtime. I feel so tired and exhausted like I wanted to really take a deep rest. I even felt irritable distracted because of my first day menstrual visit. By the end of the day my dear crew mate scolded me. What I did? Nothing. I'm not in the mood to fight. Argue his ass. I don't want to talk to feel. I really feel bad and getting on his shoes will make me situation worst. I keep myself in peace. But still he's not contented. He confessed on our boss. Crap! I know what wrong I've done and I don't want any argument at all. I just want to stay at peace. I already did what he wanted even though I know to myself that it's not I who must work alone. Though everything went wrong I didn't get myself into a fight. I'm used to it. I know him and I know he's not going to listen. It's for me to know and for him to find out. That's it.

* Today
Because I'm still feeling the hang over of his anger unto me I decided to keep quite. The whole day I never spoke with him. I never made discussions. I work quietly. Silent, awoke, and at peace. Thanks God there's Magic 89.9. The whole day while working I'm listening to the said radio station. Practically, it's a very good help me. It doesn't just made me smile because of the host's funny things on his mind that he made as topics for discussions but it did help awake the whole day. After everything that happened in my whole day I did what he wanted but without talking. I worked without talking, took a rest without talking, helped him without talking. That was fun. I feel like I'm getting to use to it.

Regardless of everything I get to enjoy my day. We went to mall. Eat. Talk. Walk around. A good thing to do for a bonding. ♥

Thank you. For making my days worth spending for. For diverting it into something to remember. =)

♥