Freakin' Sunday

And its Sunday! .. again. I was about to attend my niece’s baptism when my mother just ruined my day. Yes! She just did. I was already dressed up and about to put on some make-up when my mom started to say my dress is UGLY. trying to defend my style I was smiling then she suddenly tell that people will laugh at me. And there she won.

I’m used to her attitude. Ever since I was a child I never felt any support from her. Even a simple thing that I did, I’ve never seen her happy for me. But still, it’s okay with me. I don’t want to argue with her. I just don’t like to hear judgments, suggestions, insults, etc. being whispered unto my ears. So I decided to not come for my own mother’s sake. She don’t want me on that dress so I’m not wearing it and I’m not coming with them. Haha!

And now, I’m so bored. I just finished watching P.S. I Love You and I loved it. It got me teary eyed. I’ll give 5 stars for my new favorite movie.
..But still nothing changed unto what I feel right now. I feel like I want to go to the mall, watch a movie, eat pizza, drink coffee, in other words, do the usual thing me and my Jacob used to do when were still together. I kinda miss those stuffs. I’m not missing the guy, but I miss doing those kind of stuffs. *sigh*


I am just not in the mood right now. Moodless. Bored. Lonely. What a day!


P.S.
Sunday! You’re freakin’ me out.